Is That My Reflection?

"Looking at fish" drawn by TummyMountain...one of my favorite shops on ETSY.

Sometimes in life, you take a moment to think about what you've done so far and who you really are. There has been so many things that I imagine would be different in my life when I was in High School. I dreamt about being a real estate genius and working in a big corporation by the time I was 22. I also wanted to own my own condo and run my own little business on the side. Ever since I graduated high school at age 16, I was always told to have had a bright and successful future. I worked hard and studied all the time, but now at age 21 I feel a little disappointed. I thought I would have done more by now than I have already done. I realized today that I haven't focus on one thing at a time. I day dream alot and have wonderful dreams about owning successful businesses in several different fields all the time. One day I want to do this and the next I think I have a better idea. I've tried way too many things and yet still haven't found my niche in anything. The only thing for sure I know, I'm good at business. I was born without any artistic skill, I can't even write pretty. lol So sad. I'm always jealous of people on Etsy. haha Well today as I evaluated myself I told myself, even though I'm not as successful as I wanted to be, all I could do is work hard and don't give up on my big dreams because if you don't dream big, you won't be big. =) That's kinda of my motto now. I want to see where this year will take me. It's time to get focus and get things done...this is also my New Year's resolution ^_~.

~NewYork